Saturday, December 30, 2006

I was very afraid.

But you showed me another side

of What happiness can be.

We may not have a future together

But we both love the company of each other

He said it was fine knowing that we once

had something. It makes him happy.

Its sad somehow but i guess this is life.

And you said We don't always get what we wish for.

I couldnt have put it better.

Posted by Valerie at 12:04 PM

Thursday, December 28, 2006

MY BELOVED TEACHER.

Miss Neo Shiea Chee.

She was the one who inspired me

Movtivated me to pursue A-mathematics.

I was on the verge of giving up.

She taught me since she joined as a trainee back

in Secondary 2.. we were close.

She showed us the ropes of learning

Guided us through everything within her means

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It happened so fast.

On the first week of January, 2003,

I went back to my secondary school to

give Miss Neo a fruit cake baked by my mum.

She was delighted and told us to go to her house

on chinese new year.

It didnt happen the way we planned.

God took her away the following week.

We don't question God why

But i was torn apart and i cried so bad

Learning about the incident and i was

taken aback. Thoughts ran through my head.

about how life is so unpredictable.

So fragile. The way she died still stays in my

memory vividly. I took a while to get over it.

Her husband who was married to her for less than

half a year is at a far more sad state than i am.

I hope he is coping well now.

Maybe i was lucky to have seen her before she departed.

I hope she liked my mum's cake.

I hope she knows we are all thinking about her now.

If she were still alive. i wanna say many thanks to her

For her encouragement and i made it through A-maths

wouldnt have done it if not for her.

We all miss her dearly.

Posted by Valerie at 4:22 PM

My poem for the girls.

Posted by Valerie at 12:28 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

CHRISTMAS EXCHANGE @ DORY's HOUSE!

We were supposed to meet at 1 O'clock...

But as usual...we are all not punctual people

Everyone was present only at 5...wahahaha

We have serious problem with time...haha

Dory got all of us a Gingerbread man...

together with a christmas card...but she

forgot to make for me and Natalie ;(

haha...nvm...dory...u still have to give us

cos i wanna keep it and take it out when im

old and still read it...hahahaha..

Nur was the first to pick..From the Youngest!

Ele got her a Photo Frame with a picture of all of us

Although i already know the pressie cos we shopped

together for it..haha... Then it was Ele's Turn..

She picked Natalie..her twin! haha..got her Chipmunks Holder..

Which we all agreed looked like Nat...wahaha

Next was ME!!...I picked Nur..and she got my pressie

I wanted to read the poem i wrote for all of them..but i

cried even before i could read it..hah...cos it was from

my heart..haha...chad right...im glad the girls loved it..

But only nur could have it...when i have money i promise

i will make for everyone k...

Next was Liyan..She picked Dory...she got her a lovely straw

bag....it was nice!!...haha

Then it was Dory..She picked Liyan Coincidentally..

Haha..she got a nicee....necklace with a star..

And Natalie was up next..she got for Hazel...

It was a Beautiful necklace...

hee...And i got from Hazel...a pouch i wanted to get

long ago...and 2 pairs of earrings i like!!! alot!!

hee...we headed for town..and we met up with Khai.

He bought a nice shirt from TOPMAN..with 20% discount

from Marco..hee..i feel bad..must do more of PR next time

wahaha.....but he is so fickle minded...me and Nur almost

died...haha....he is not that quiet...afterall..but its better

that way..hhaha...since he was nice.. and waited for the girls

and i to try on clothes...i shall be a little nicer to him...

whahahaha.. *evil laughter*

We even camwhore in the train

Posted by Valerie at 11:57 PM

TOP PRIORITY FOR A MY GUY

1. Mummy's Boy
2. Independent
3. Smart
4. Lovable
5. Good Physique(I love muscles..sorry)
6. Non-smoker(Definitely)
7. Romanticly cute
8. Someone my girls will love too
9. Mind Reader
10. Do Shopping with me
11. Definitely have short hair!

I will add on more of any. for the moment. THATS ALL

This is just a guide. Hah!!

Posted by Valerie at 2:25 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

MY BEST CHRISTMAS
My best christmas celebrations were with you. When we first started off two yrs back. The moments we shared together is something i can never forget. Your family brought in the spirit of christmas once again in my life. I enjoyed every moment spent with you and your family. It was one of the best christmas i ever had. Someone i could spend Christmas with. I made a memory book filled with the little things we have encountered. And you bought me HugoBoss's Perfume. The entire set.

LAST CHRISTMAS
Last Christmas, was the worst christmas i have ever had. The saddest in fact. You left me so to help your Ex gf with her problems. I was speechless, sad, depressed. But i couldnt do anything about it. It was my final semester. I couldnt afford to even fall for a second. I wouldnt let myself. Things havent changed when Aunt Christina's Condition of Cervical Cancer worsen. I know God was going to take her any minute. It felt real bad when i had no one to turn to. Not even you. I have never felt that way in my entire life. Where all things seem to fall apart, and you are holding on alone, it sucked. I passed through that.

THIS CHRISTMAS.
I know you really wanted me to be there at your grandparents house, celebrating christmas together. But have you ever realised that it would be so difficult for me and such a painful process that i have to go through. Your grandparents and your entire family are the people i have ever loved so much apart from my own family. They dote on me and treat me like their own. How can i bear to lie to them and pretend that we are still together? I know they want me there. But i guess the best solution is for me to back off. I don't wanna make them think that we will still end up together. These are all false hopes. I cant tolerate cheaters, liars, and i shall not be one.

Posted by Valerie at 1:56 AM

25 Dec 2006
Christmas 2006 : With the GIRLS @ IKEA

Its christmas. But again this year, it doesnt feel like christmas at all.

Have i lost the spirit of Christmas?

But thankfully, there were Nur and Liyan who spent Christmas with me @ IKEA.

Its packed everywhere. From the MRT, to the BUS to the MALL.

Human traffic i call it.

As usual, I would be the essence of the laughter. haha..its my job.

I said it looked like a whale cos of the squarish head. But they said it was a shark.

Liyan laughed till she cried.

So many toys at IKEA!
It was so comfortable i fell asleep...while Liyan was on the phone.

I was so annoying...they threatened to put me in that BOX! How evil...haha

Nur is so obsessed with the LIGHT!

I am so petite..I fit in nicely with SMALL BEDS...Gosh...Those are for kids.

And we were camwhoring using physics as a guide. (Reflection)

Cool huh...

My fav part of IKEA.....the Warehouse concept of IKEA..super cool...haha

My Childhood drink...Sparkling RIBENA...If you find me annoying..angry or sad..
Items such as Chocolates, sweets and Jellies will make me smile.

Nur ate ice-cream.

We had a Fun and fulfiling day with each other's company.

Posted by Valerie at 1:20 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

CAMWHORING.

This is what we do when we get bored. Taking pictures...of every little corner.

This is what we did while waiting for the rest on nur's birthday. We camwhore alot.

Have you ever wondered..why people love taking pictures?

But thank god my girls and i have the same hobby. Camwhoring!